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It appears only when I stop hiding myself from what I’m meant to see. It appears only when I listen to the voices all around me.
He throws the painting to the other side. She commits a suicide. I don’t see any hope in this cold, dark house.
Because of you I’m afraid…
I would get away; I would cry out the truth, I would stop listening to your stupid, useless words if and only if you would let me be, you would let me be counted as a human being.
Let me be! Take my hands and teach me to swim!
He yells at me, she is breathless and I feel I’m drowning. Who would help me, who would save me from the dark.
He cries and I can’t stop him. He sheds tears and I can’t change anything. I see the life, the world as it is. I can’t change the way things are.
I stop hiding myself from what I’m meant to see. I listen precisely to what I should hear.
Just to stop blaming my destiny.
Just to hold on to the reality.
I’m meant to be, to observe, to be blessed, to kill, to ruin, to protest, to write and to die.